Dear Ronnell,
It's a weird thing happened the first time we met. each time i remember that day I catch myself smiling for no reason at all. It's been a year that we first met, but that memory was still fresh in my mind. i never knew and expected that you will like me. I'm not that perfect but you loved me perfectly imperfect. We've been childhood friends since then but I forgot those memories. But know we're making memories that will surely never forget and that is the most important thing now.
You are my bestfriend, my one true love, my one and only. I love you today than I did yesterday, and I will love you tomorrow than I do today. You know how much I love you, I always said it and show it. I love everything about you. Your smile, your eyes, your tummy, the way you caress me, the way you touch me and the whole you. You're not perfect, but I love you perfectly imperfect like the way you do.
I want to say thank you for the precious time, for the effort, for the understanding, for the care, for the food trip and laugh trip, for the road trip, for the gifts, for the memorable dates and especially for your endless love. All of these are priceless and a treasure for me. Each moment we spend together is so magical. I never knew that I will feel this kind of love and you showed me the real meaning of love. I am blessed and lucky that I have you in my life. You're not my ideal man but then again my heart says you're the right one.
You made me laugh at times that I'm sad. You will do all you can just to make me laugh and forget all the bad things happen. You're my strength, you encourage me and support me when needed. You also helped me in my assignments and to other things. Yes sometimes I disregarded all your efforts but when I realize it. It was the stupid things that I did. You do something to me that no other has, you made me happy, the happiest I've ever been.
These are the things that I will surely missed when you're already sailing. I know that you will come back to me. I'm afraid that time will happen and you know that. But because I love you I will be strong and patiently wait for you.
I know sometimes I'm hard to understand, a hard headed, a moody and a childish sometimes. I'm unpredictable in short. I apologize straight from the heart for ignoring you whenever you make an attempt to make me feel better after our pointless arguments. I know I overreact a lot, and I'm sorry. I'm ashamed how i treat you and I'm sorry I'm moody. I know sometimes that I told you something bad that hurt you. I know sorry is just a word, but i mean it. Every time we have an argument, I don't know how to approach you or said I'm sorry in personal. My pride is high that's why it's hard for me to say I'm sorry. I promise to change that attitude because I know you're sick and tired of it. I know that I gave you so much pain and I'm afraid to wake up one day that you're gone and you don't want me anymore. I can't see myself without you. You're my life, you're my world.
I know when we first got together rumors are everywhere. We encountered so different kind of rumors and problems but we're still together. They told us that our love will never last but I will prove them wrong. I thought that I would never find a love that is as strong as ours, but now that we've found each other I will never let you go. You are the person I want to spend my life with, the person I want to marry, the person I want to have babies with, and the person I want to grow old with.
I don't care what other people will say about us, it is us that really matters. Thank you Ronnell, thank god I found you. I love you so much!
Love,
Ellayne
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